I had no answer to the question people ask me most until I had this sudden insight

Since moving to Austria from the Netherlands people have asked me what my reason for doing so was.
I’ve always given one of two answers.
- Because the Netherlands don’t have any mountains
- Because when I first came to these mountains I came home
Both of these are true.
As the name implies, the Netherlands don’t have any mountains. And what people there do call a mountain is not even considered a decent hill here in Austria.
And that first time when I truly hiked the mountains here I did feel as though I came home.
When asked what about the mountains made it ‘home’ though, I couldn’t explain it. All I knew was that it somehow felt as though I belong here.
Recently – in a flash of insight – I finally knew why I feel so at home in the mountains.
I finally realised what happened that first time when I truly hiked those Austrian Alps.
On those first hikes I reconnected with a part of myself that I had ignored for far too long.
To be able to deal with life being all work and no play,
- With constantly feeling rushed and stressed out, …
- With my brain always feels tired, …
- With feeling trapped – caged – with no escape, …
- With being pushed and shoved in every direction, …
- With ever increasing pressure and stress, …
- With always being hounded by my phone, email and internet connection, …
- With feeling as though life was passing me by, …
I protected a part of myself and I didn’t even know I did it.
I put a shield around the softer parts of me and sent that other, tougher part of me into the world to do battle. To make sure I survived all that was causing me stress.
I didn’t know that what happened on those first mountain hikes was that I allowed my shield to come down. That I relaxed and allowed myself to be whole.
Because when you spent enough time in nature, among mountains especially – even if it is only for a short while –that’s what happens.
You reconnect with yourself, with your whole self.
As always….
Go dare greatly